Not every answer can be found at home

Some lessons may hurt you but they’ll also help you grow

Wanting to find your place, your time will soon come

When your eyes will open and rest upon the sun

An as such, at times, rain will arrive

Don’t be discouraged, for water too will help you thrive

With good things the bad is also expected

It’s a balance often ignored and never truly accepted

Ignorance being bliss is as weak as you can get

Because if you know what’s to come you can limit your regrets

Like the seed, you’ll find your way up and like a tree, you’ll take a firm stance

For where there is life there’s always a chance



I think a lot but I don’t say too much

Feel a lot and don’t express enough

Don’t sleep a lot I know that’s not good

If I ease enough I know that I would

Mind is racing head is aching

Dreams are fussy while not relating

Waking up dazed is not a great thing

Piecing it together is very much draining


CassFrotastic x


I’ve been put on, yes I was put on

Those drugs.

Twelve a day but what could I say, I was not the expert.

They put me on, yes they had put me on

Those drugs.

That almost took my life away over the course of some days.

I told them, yes I told them about it

But who seemed affected by the slip-up and who cared my time was almost up?


I did research, yes I always research

But this one had slipped me and when I finally did

What did I see?

The side effects, yes all these side effects

That my heart couldn’t take but I managed to eradicate.

The poison, yes that very poison

That I had once avoided at all costs but had now put my trust in these brick walls.

Do I mean people? Yes, those brick walls are people.

The ones that fend for themselves without a care for anyone else.

Years later, yes all these years later

With all these tests, notes and faces, all the appointments and time wasted.

They have nothing, Yes they all have nothing

If said I found out what’s up I’d be lying so I’ll just shut up.

So I’ll keep on pushing, yes I’ll keep on pushing

I’ve come this far on this rocky road and what’s a life without some heavy load?



CassFrotastic x

Little One

Little one, your life has just begun

And though the world can be cold

Let your light warm the life of someone

Don’t let your heart be hardened by what may you see

For there’s someone out there looking for the good in somebody

We all want love and we all need a helping hand

You may think you can do it all on your own

But I promise you that’s the biggest self deception of man


CassFrotastic x


Sink or swim is what it’s down to

Already in the pond so if you swim, what do you swim to?

Maybe to the empty hands that you think is waiting for you

Illusion at its best don’t let the heavy whispers fool you

Deep breaths with every trickle of tears

As you float on your back it runs down to your ear

Above water under pressure and no one can hear the sounds

The whimpering, the gasps, your fear of going down

All the while being consistently meek

Crying is often mistaken for a sign of the weak

The fear is great but your power is stronger

The pond you thought where there exists no longer


CassFrotastic x

I Remember

I remember those low times

Those alone times

Those silent cries

I remember wanting to be good enough

Wanting those hugs tight enough

Protection well enough

I remember wanting to be apart of things

Normal childhood things

The nice things you see in films

I remember what was stolen from me

The pressure that was put on me

The start of events that ruined me

I remember the help I didn’t get

To calm the thoughts that made me upset

Dealing with it by myself

I remember blaming myself through it all

Putting up a major wall

Wanting to end it all


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CassFrotastic x