Flummoxed

I think a lot but I don’t say too much

Feel a lot and don’t express enough

Don’t sleep a lot I know that’s not good

If I ease enough I know that I would

Mind is racing head is aching

Dreams are fussy while not relating

Waking up dazed is not a great thing

Piecing it together is very much draining

 

CassFrotastic x

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Hellth

I’ve been put on, yes I was put on

Those drugs.

Twelve a day but what could I say, I was not the expert.

They put me on, yes they had put me on

Those drugs.

That almost took my life away over the course of some days.

I told them, yes I told them about it

But who seemed affected by the slip-up and who cared my time was almost up?

Noone.

I did research, yes I always research

But this one had slipped me and when I finally did

What did I see?

The side effects, yes all these side effects

That my heart couldn’t take but I managed to eradicate.

The poison, yes that very poison

That I had once avoided at all costs but had now put my trust in these brick walls.

Do I mean people? Yes, those brick walls are people.

The ones that fend for themselves without a care for anyone else.

Years later, yes all these years later

With all these tests, notes and faces, all the appointments and time wasted.

They have nothing, Yes they all have nothing

If said I found out what’s up I’d be lying so I’ll just shut up.

So I’ll keep on pushing, yes I’ll keep on pushing

I’ve come this far on this rocky road and what’s a life without some heavy load?

Experience.

 

CassFrotastic x

Long Haul

Let me kiss the scar you always want to hide

Hold you and calm the pain you feel inside

Reassure you whenever you feel insecure

Prove to you my intentions are genuine and pure

Let us stay up all night talking about places we want to go

Cuddle up on the couch on rainy days and watch our favourite show

Have cook offs and laugh at the mess we’ve made everywhere

Zone out in the bath about the greatness we share

Us camping while I pretend not to fuss at the bugs

You smiling and appreciating I’m doing this for love

Our road trips always filled with laughs and adventure

Taking life one day at a time creating our happily ever after

 

CassFrotastic x

What’s Next?

You look at me with want

You gasp when I touch you

Like I’m the air to your lungs

Filled up with so much passion

Your eyes…. They speak to me

When your lips slowly part ways

But your voice refuse to greet me

What does my presence do to you?

I’d like to hear.. And is it just with me?

Or do you get like this with everybody?

Sorry I didn’t mean to kill the mood I’m just asking

I just want to know if I’m getting on for a spin

Or if it’s gonna be something with potential of lasting

 

CassFrotastic x