I Remember

I remember those low times

Those alone times

Those silent cries

I remember wanting to be good enough

Wanting those hugs tight enough

Protection well enough

I remember wanting to be apart of things

Normal childhood things

The nice things you see in films

I remember what was stolen from me

The pressure that was put on me

The start of events that ruined me

I remember the help I didn’t get

To calm the thoughts that made me upset

Dealing with it by myself

I remember blaming myself through it all

Putting up a major wall

Wanting to end it all

 

Written by:
CassFrotastic x

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The Company You Didn’t Ask For

I’m pretty good at having you live in a loop

I can make you hate you favourite place if that’s where you found me

People love to pass me off as just a mood

While I exaggerate your life feeding on you being jumpy and uneasy

Oh such joy I have embracing my good friend denial

Together we welcome our new roommate anger

Because of us you’ll just be classed as hot tempered

Very few will take the time to dig deeper

On a scale of one to ten how detrimental am I to you?

Some may say you’re fine because your number ten may be their number two

So unfortunate for you that though I’m here I can be hard to see

Who am I you ask? I am PTSD

 

National PTSD Awareness Day
Written by:
CassFrotastic x