Hellth

I’ve been put on, yes I was put on

Those drugs.

Twelve a day but what could I say, I was not the expert.

They put me on, yes they had put me on

Those drugs.

That almost took my life away over the course of some days.

I told them, yes I told them about it

But who seemed affected by the slip-up and who cared my time was almost up?

Noone.

I did research, yes I always research

But this one had slipped me and when I finally did

What did I see?

The side effects, yes all these side effects

That my heart couldn’t take but I managed to eradicate.

The poison, yes that very poison

That I had once avoided at all costs but had now put my trust in these brick walls.

Do I mean people? Yes, those brick walls are people.

The ones that fend for themselves without a care for anyone else.

Years later, yes all these years later

With all these tests, notes and faces, all the appointments and time wasted.

They have nothing, Yes they all have nothing

If said I found out what’s up I’d be lying so I’ll just shut up.

So I’ll keep on pushing, yes I’ll keep on pushing

I’ve come this far on this rocky road and what’s a life without some heavy load?

Experience.

 

CassFrotastic x

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You Got This

You wanted it.

You applied for it.

You got it.

Now it’s about to be your first day and you’re excited but you’re nervous.

Advice? Just do it.

There is a reason why you first applied and there will be some anxiousness because it’s something new but don’t let that control you.

You know you can do it that’s why you decided to put yourself out there so give yourself a chance and before you know it you’ll be looking back and thinking, “I can’t believe I was afraid of this”.

 

CassFrotastic x

Little One

Little one, your life has just begun

And though the world can be cold

Let your light warm the life of someone

Don’t let your heart be hardened by what may you see

For there’s someone out there looking for the good in somebody

We all want love and we all need a helping hand

You may think you can do it all on your own

But I promise you that’s the biggest self deception of man

 

CassFrotastic x

Long Haul

Let me kiss the scar you always want to hide

Hold you and calm the pain you feel inside

Reassure you whenever you feel insecure

Prove to you my intentions are genuine and pure

Let us stay up all night talking about places we want to go

Cuddle up on the couch on rainy days and watch our favourite show

Have cook offs and laugh at the mess we’ve made everywhere

Zone out in the bath about the greatness we share

Us camping while I pretend not to fuss at the bugs

You smiling and appreciating I’m doing this for love

Our road trips always filled with laughs and adventure

Taking life one day at a time creating our happily ever after

 

CassFrotastic x

What’s Next?

You look at me with want

You gasp when I touch you

Like I’m the air to your lungs

Filled up with so much passion

Your eyes…. They speak to me

When your lips slowly part ways

But your voice refuse to greet me

What does my presence do to you?

I’d like to hear.. And is it just with me?

Or do you get like this with everybody?

Sorry I didn’t mean to kill the mood I’m just asking

I just want to know if I’m getting on for a spin

Or if it’s gonna be something with potential of lasting

 

CassFrotastic x