Flummoxed

I think a lot but I don’t say too much

Feel a lot and don’t express enough

Don’t sleep a lot I know that’s not good

If I ease enough I know that I would

Mind is racing head is aching

Dreams are fussy while not relating

Waking up dazed is not a great thing

Piecing it together is very much draining

 

CassFrotastic x

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Hellth

I’ve been put on, yes I was put on

Those drugs.

Twelve a day but what could I say, I was not the expert.

They put me on, yes they had put me on

Those drugs.

That almost took my life away over the course of some days.

I told them, yes I told them about it

But who seemed affected by the slip-up and who cared my time was almost up?

Noone.

I did research, yes I always research

But this one had slipped me and when I finally did

What did I see?

The side effects, yes all these side effects

That my heart couldn’t take but I managed to eradicate.

The poison, yes that very poison

That I had once avoided at all costs but had now put my trust in these brick walls.

Do I mean people? Yes, those brick walls are people.

The ones that fend for themselves without a care for anyone else.

Years later, yes all these years later

With all these tests, notes and faces, all the appointments and time wasted.

They have nothing, Yes they all have nothing

If said I found out what’s up I’d be lying so I’ll just shut up.

So I’ll keep on pushing, yes I’ll keep on pushing

I’ve come this far on this rocky road and what’s a life without some heavy load?

Experience.

 

CassFrotastic x

Don’t Waste Your Time

One of the worst things that can happen to you is having your time wasted.

 

Time wasted on “potential things” when you could have been pursuing something solid. Time wasted clinging onto a faulty relationship wishing for that love to be returned. Time wasted waiting on a call back for a job when you could be sending out your CV to many others. You know you function better as a creative in an organized space yet you continue to procrastinate and wallow in an untidy room talking about “writer’s block” or “creative block“. No! Clean your room/office etc and get to work.

I can go on and on but I won’t. The point is, don’t allow people to waste your time and don’t allow yourself to waste your time either. Yes I said don’t allow yourself. Too often we find our self blaming other people when a lot of times we are the cause of our very own demises. Stop, take a breath, take accountability and focus on what you can improve and make the situation better.

I’m no expert but here are some things I keep in mind when I’m about to go after something:

  • Always have a plan – Without a plan you’re going in blindly.
  • Always have a plan B – Always have a backup in case your initial plan falls apart.
  • Remember failure is an opportunity to know what to do and what not to do the next time around.
  • Success is a journey not a destination – there is always room to grow and improve.
  • Do what you’re passionate about and not what someone else is into – only you can live your life and wasting your life trying to be someone else will only leave you with regrets.
  • In everything you do, weigh the pros and cons.
  • Your stumbles don’t define you, your willingness does. Don’t give up.

 

Hope you guys enjoyed this post, thank you for sticking around for so long I appreciate everyone of you, take care and God bless. 🙂

 

Cass x

You Got This

You wanted it.

You applied for it.

You got it.

Now it’s about to be your first day and you’re excited but you’re nervous.

Advice? Just do it.

There is a reason why you first applied and there will be some anxiousness because it’s something new but don’t let that control you.

You know you can do it that’s why you decided to put yourself out there so give yourself a chance and before you know it you’ll be looking back and thinking, “I can’t believe I was afraid of this”.

 

CassFrotastic x

Long Haul

Let me kiss the scar you always want to hide

Hold you and calm the pain you feel inside

Reassure you whenever you feel insecure

Prove to you my intentions are genuine and pure

Let us stay up all night talking about places we want to go

Cuddle up on the couch on rainy days and watch our favourite show

Have cook offs and laugh at the mess we’ve made everywhere

Zone out in the bath about the greatness we share

Us camping while I pretend not to fuss at the bugs

You smiling and appreciating I’m doing this for love

Our road trips always filled with laughs and adventure

Taking life one day at a time creating our happily ever after

 

CassFrotastic x

What’s Next?

You look at me with want

You gasp when I touch you

Like I’m the air to your lungs

Filled up with so much passion

Your eyes…. They speak to me

When your lips slowly part ways

But your voice refuse to greet me

What does my presence do to you?

I’d like to hear.. And is it just with me?

Or do you get like this with everybody?

Sorry I didn’t mean to kill the mood I’m just asking

I just want to know if I’m getting on for a spin

Or if it’s gonna be something with potential of lasting

 

CassFrotastic x